New baby Berard due May 24th!!!

Well I went to the Dr today and got another u/s. Everything looks good. I am measuring 5w 4d. I though I was 7 weeks. So baby Berard should be making an appearance around May 24.

I got to hear the heartbeat so that was a relief.

I will not be fully okay with this pregnancy until I hit 9 weeks. My next appt is in 4 weeks and when I see the baby on u/s then I should finally be able to get through this pregnancy without worrying about losing the baby.

My poor sick baby...

My little toolman
Mommy didn't know I came downstairs... Shhhh....
Seth has this new thing about his hands being in his pockets.

Seth has a fever today. 103.5. No fun. We are keeping it down but every 6 hrs when the motrin wears off the fever is back. He gets miserable until I get more medicine pumped into him.

I dont know what is going on but I hate feeling so helpless. He just quit breastfeeding about 3 weeks ago and kept asking. I so bad wanted to give in and let him nurse but I didn't.

I hope he gets better soon. He wants to go outside and play but I just can't let him when he is sick (it is cold here)...

Johnathons Preamble

Johnathon is doing very well in Kindergarten.

He had his first preamble yesterday. It was really fun to watch. He sang and had a few lines. When someone would forget a line the whole class would whisper and help them remeber.

It is so amazing to me how much he can remember at this age.

Above are a few pictures from the event.

I am feeling ever so pregnant...

So I am hoping things are well with this baby. I feel pregnant. I am tired all the time. I am sick at nights, and I feel my uterus growing.. I am also a raging ball of hormones. I feel quite sorry for Rob at times.

I get an ultrasound on Monday and we should be able to pick up a heartbeat. I need to see it to know things are okay.

I have been so scared after losing the other baby. I think mostly b.c I never had a cycle before I got pregnant so I have a higher chance of miscarriage again.

Rob will be leaving soon. He wont be home until summer. This means my mom gets to coach me in giving birth. again....


I had a dream that this baby was a girl with red hair like me. We will see. I have a feeling it will be and since my hospital is 45 min away that I may almost give birth on the Autobahn (I was almost born on the Autobahn).

Well I will post u/s pics on Monday if all is well.

We got our stuff FINALLY!!!

Well our household goods finally made it. You know I could have sworn our house was much bigger then this.

We have a lot of work to do still but in the next week it should all be unpacked.

The boys have enjoyed having their stuff back. I have enjoyed having my stuff also.

I will post pics at a later time.